future worries.. sieness

I'm still indecisive on where to further after completing my foundation which is ending sooo soon. I have myself to blame for not seeking God on where should I go or do next. I never thought that God should be the ultimate solution. All this while, I have been depending more on other people and me myself than Him alone. Should I really do Finance? or it's just my own assumption. There were a few who said Finance is even tougher than Accounting. Future worries. If I would continue my studies in any of those considered la a bit the well-known college, definitely I have to take that PTPN loan. Haiks. What if I don't do well in my studies? What if becoz of my failure in college, I don't qualify to get a well paid job later on. Then it'll be great lost in investment for 2 years plus that I'm gonna put in. Where should I go next? hmph. I wonder what God wants that is best for me. I shall seek Him more since I was reminded by Him that He is my solution in matters such as this coz He cares for me lots and knows what is best for me.